this is me trying

I’ve been having a hard time adjusting
我一直很难调整
I had the shiniest wheels
我有最闪亮的轮子
Now they’re rusting
现在他们生锈了
I didn’t know if you’d care if I came back
我不知道你是否在乎我回来
I have a lot of regrets about that
我有很多遗憾
Pulled the car off the road to the lookout
把车从路上拉到瞭望台
Could’ve followed my fears all the way down
本来可以一直跟着我的恐惧
And maybe I don’t quite know what to say
也许我不知道该说什么
But I’m here in your doorway
但我在你的门口
I just wanted you to know
我只是想让你知道
That this is me trying
这是我在尝试
I just wanted you to know
我只是想让你知道
That this is me trying
这是我在尝试
They told me all of my cages were mental
他们告诉我我所有的笼子都是精神上的
So I got wasted like all my potential
所以我被浪费了， 就像我所有的潜力
And my words shoot to kill when I’m mad
当我生气时， 我的话会开枪杀人
I have a lot of regrets about that
我有很多遗憾
I was so ahead of the curve
我是如此的领先
The curve became a sphere
曲线变成了一个球体
Fell behind all my classmates and I ended up here
落在我所有的同学后面， 我最终来到这里
Pouring out my heart to a stranger
向陌生人倾家心
But I didn’t pour the whiskey
但我没有倒威士忌
I just wanted you to know
我只是想让你知道
That this is me trying
这是我在尝试
I just wanted you to know
我只是想让你知道
That this is me trying
这是我在尝试
At least I’m trying
至少我在努力
And it’s hard to be at a party
参加派对也很难
When I feel like an open wound
当我感觉像一个开放的伤口
It’s hard to be anywhere these days
这些天很难去任何地方
When all I want is you
当我想要的只是你
You’re a flashback in a film reel
你是电影卷轴的闪回
On the one screen in my town...
在我镇上的一个屏幕上...
And I just wanted you to know
我只是想让你知道
That this is me trying
这是我在尝试
I just wanted you to know
我只是想让你知道
That this is me trying
这是我在尝试
At least I’m trying
至少我在努力